The ultimate protector of each of us, Amma is a true Mother who looks out for Her children. But today when I was speaking to a fellow devotee, I told her how I have been having doubts about Amma's love for me. I have been having doubts about whether Amma even knows what problems I have had. I intend to ask Her why She has put me through such a hard time. And we both stood by a door giving our own explanations. Karma. Test. Divine ways. Protection in another way. The universe's way of making sure we never forget God. Etc.
The truth though I think, is that we are the ones who lose faith so easily. We are the ones who see a high tide and imagine a tsunami. Some days it feels like a tsunami and even seems like one but Amma's tidal wave of love will take care of each of us. Let us have the strength to move forward in such a way.
Om Amriteswariye namah!
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