611. Om kalatmikayai namah: I bow down to Amma who is in the form of the kalas
Just a few more days Amma. Still, my anxious heart! Right now it's all a whirl but today many stories connected with gratitude towards Amma came out as I met a kindred soul. We sat in a small cafe sharing stories about Amma. And as she taught me all that she had learned about faith, I saw so much acceptance in her. She has totally surrendered everything to Amma and in the hidden layers of this acceptance, is her own pain. Yet, she's readily and willingly handed over the reins of her life to Amma. And she's calm. And peaceful. And rewarded every minute of every day by Amma's voice that speaks to her and guides her. Listening to her was like listening to a satsang. Amma, why can't I just letgo so easily? Why does my ego play tricks on me all the time? Why does it allow me to identify with this body and not with my spirituality?? Help me Amma, to find my spiritual path. Allow me the grace to stay steadfastly on what I have set out for....to surrender completely and wholly to Your will and Yours alone!
Om Amriteswariye namah!
Just a few more days Amma. Still, my anxious heart! Right now it's all a whirl but today many stories connected with gratitude towards Amma came out as I met a kindred soul. We sat in a small cafe sharing stories about Amma. And as she taught me all that she had learned about faith, I saw so much acceptance in her. She has totally surrendered everything to Amma and in the hidden layers of this acceptance, is her own pain. Yet, she's readily and willingly handed over the reins of her life to Amma. And she's calm. And peaceful. And rewarded every minute of every day by Amma's voice that speaks to her and guides her. Listening to her was like listening to a satsang. Amma, why can't I just letgo so easily? Why does my ego play tricks on me all the time? Why does it allow me to identify with this body and not with my spirituality?? Help me Amma, to find my spiritual path. Allow me the grace to stay steadfastly on what I have set out for....to surrender completely and wholly to Your will and Yours alone!
Om Amriteswariye namah!
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