Amma, I miss You so much! I often think of the last time I saw You. What is this connection? What is this overwhelming need to be in Your presence all the time? Every darshan with You is so special. There's something You do differently with us each time we come there for a special hug. And in Your own way, You awaken the divine in each of Your children. There's never one devotee who doesn't return misty eyed and happy. In a span of 3 days, You give each of us a life time. When we walk out back into the material world, it's this dull ache that pervades us - a need to see You and a voice that keeps goading us to get back into the darshan hall. You truly are the supreme deity, the Parashakti. For those who haven't yet discovered Your overwhelming love or fail to see it, may the universe give them this blessed opportunity some day. How much easier You make it to ride this journey of life. We undergo so many trials but it all seems bearable only because we know You are guiding us through it all; because we know You are there to hold our hand through it all. There are days when I have felt abandoned but like the sun and the moon, You are always there. It's us who are tossing through night and day. We fail to see You. Thank You for Your ever loving presence. May the sunshine of Your love never set in our lives.
Om Parashaktyai namah! Om Amriteswaryai namah!
"To become fit to receive grace, we must develop humility in our words and actions." -Amma
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