Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Amma, my wonderful Mother!

191. Om duhkha-hantryai namah: I bow down to Amma who is the destroyer of sorrow


I had a beautiful dream. I was traveling on holiday with my family and suddenly I saw Amma, sitting on a chair. I was startled and I heard my daughter utter a surprised "AMMA!". And then the most beautiful thing happened. Amma said She was sitting there waiting for me. She knew I was upset about something and She asked me about it. We talked. And then the dream morphed into another. It was a wonderful sleep state. When I woke up, I realized Amma hadn't given me any concrete answer but in the dream that it had morphed into, She had given me a hint. She also made me realise that what I have been worrying about probably means I need to look at my life with a  tooth comb and come to some realization on my own. She's put me on the path of self discovery. Which is probably my spiritual route for 2014. Amma wants me to look within and see why I have felt the pain in the past. She wants me to come to my own conclusions. She is empowering me to overcome the sorrows and pain and find a solution from within.

Only a true Goddess and Guru can do this. She has so much love for us, Her children. She will only do what is needed for our growth! What I loved about my dream was that Amma was waiting for me. For me! Amma! It just made me feel so wonderful and wanted. Isn't that the essence of Amma's hug? She makes us feel so wanted. When the world's turned away, Amma will ALWAYS be there for us. She doesn't judge us. She doesn't rate us. She doesn't need to put likes on our status. She just loves us for what we essentially are. She believes that we are good people. And She works Her magic at destroying all the pain and sorrow in our lives. Even if it means that She needs to wait till I fall asleep and meet me  quietly in my dreams!

Om Amriteswariye namah!

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