If You truly abide in my heart Amma, You will show me. You will show me why You are playing the route of my life as You are doing now. You will explain in Your own subtle way why I am undergoing a sense of abandonment from You. You will let me know why I am feeling so let down by You. Do I want You to change it all? Yes, because I don't have the heart to take it any more. So if You abide in it, teach me and show me how. Maybe only send me what I can take. I can't take so many things and I am finding it difficult Amma. I need Your help. I need Your hand. I need Divine Intervention. I am looking to the universe and asking the Divine to help. Where ever the Divine be. Outside or in my heart. Do not test me so because I fail. I get a 0 out of 100 on this one and I admit defeat. Now it is all up to You. Acceptance. Not resistance. I accept defeat at Your hands. I accept what is coming in my path and I will tell You I do not have the will to handle it. You did not make me this way. You made me with a softer will. So there! So handle it for me, Amma. Because I can't.
Om Amriteswariye namah!
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