Today I have had many chats with Amma. Sometimes I have lost my composure and questioned Her plenty. Sometimes I feel like Amma isn't really listening to me. Maybe I just need to find my own peace with Amma. Maybe I'm going through a period where I am doubting Amma's intentions for me. Is Amma listening to me? Does She know what's happening? Will She reach out and make it all right? Really, where is Amma? Why isn't She using Her infinite powers to make everything ok? Amma need not even pick up that magic wand. After all, all She needs to do is make a sankalpa and the world will right itself again. I'm going through a rough patch spiritually Amma. I have asked and begged but not got anything definitive from You. Today I am asking again. And wondering why You are silent despite knowing everything. You are the all knowing, all seeing Mother of the Universe. If I don't/can't come to You, who can I possibly go to?
I await Your answer.
Om Amriteswariye namah!
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