894. Om ayonyai namah: I bow down to Amma who is without origin
Where are You, Amma? I search for You every where. In the folds of my sadness, in the cuts of my hurt and pain. Within the waves of my happiness. Somewhere in the bylanes of my memories. I search and wait for You to perform a miracle and take the pain away, as only You can. I've heard it so often said that if God gives us pain, He/She will help take it away. Or that God will only give us that much pain as we can bear. But may I say I can't bear this? And then again, maybe You know I can handle this. I need to understand faith at this point in my life. When everyone leaves, only Amma remains with us. And therefore I need to repose full faith in Amma.
Om Amriteswariye namah!
Where are You, Amma? I search for You every where. In the folds of my sadness, in the cuts of my hurt and pain. Within the waves of my happiness. Somewhere in the bylanes of my memories. I search and wait for You to perform a miracle and take the pain away, as only You can. I've heard it so often said that if God gives us pain, He/She will help take it away. Or that God will only give us that much pain as we can bear. But may I say I can't bear this? And then again, maybe You know I can handle this. I need to understand faith at this point in my life. When everyone leaves, only Amma remains with us. And therefore I need to repose full faith in Amma.
Om Amriteswariye namah!